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There are certain things in one's life which are kind of expected. You are supposed to do them and there's nothing strange about that. It is just how things go. You are supposed to go to school and you are expected to get a job and you should want to be very successful. Then there are things that you get used to doing. Every day you wake up, brush your teeth, get ready, head out and grab a Cappuccino from Starbucks on the corner next to the tube. Then you go in, attempt to find a seat, travel to your destination, get to work, take a lunch break, etc. Sounds familiar doesn't it?
And then there are those moments which are milestones- memorable, different, long-anticipated. They are different from any of the other shit you deal with on a daily basis and on a major level. Yes, perhaps you went ice skating for the first time yesterday and it was kind of cool. That's not a milestone. But if you went ice skating and you realized that ice skating is what you want to dedicate your life to and now everything is going to change in order to accommodate your new pursuit. That, my friend, is a milestone.
Now that we have gotten that out of the way, you can agree with me that milestones are rare. If you ask me, we should have more of those. But sadly no one really cares what I think. However, I did stumble upon a milestone today (YAY). So long story short- I have wanted a KitchenAid Stand Mixer. I've probably been lusting after it for about 7-8 years. But as those of you who don't live in the US know, KitchenAids here are pretty expensive. They retail for about 450 pounds for the Artisan version, which is a pretty steep price for most people. Even if you are rich, it would probably not fall under your impulse purchases. And yes, you would all probably argue that if I saved up in those years that I have been craving it for, I could have purchased it a couple of times and that is very much true. I knew that and yet I did something else.
I spoke to my parents about said appliance constantly and my dad finally craved when I was about 17. He said he would get me the mother of all mixers....when I graduated from college. Fair enough I did think he was kidding at the time seeing as it was 5 long years away and I didn't think the man would do that to me. Seriously...5 years.... And yet, to my surprise, he did mean it. So we shook on it and I started the backwards counting. when I was 20, I had a bit of an existential crisis and though "Well hell, I'll just save up and in a couple of months (probably more than a couple), I will have that baby in my kitchen, doing what mixers are supposed to do." So I started my adult variation of a piggy bank (in secret because I didn't want my parents to know just in case I failed...See, I am not really known as the saving-type of person...). Let me tell you, I was actually managing to keep my carefully prepared savings plan ( I also printed it with beautiful gold decorations...duh). Time was flying, I was saving, everything was going perfectly and then I had a flash of wisdom, which came rather unexpected.
It was not really about the mixer anymore. My dad had made it about more than just an expensive appliance. He had made it a celebration of accomplishments in a way. I felt like if I bought it at that time, it wouldn't be deserved. It wouldn't be the right way to finally have it. I had waited for years, saving Kitchenaid pictures on Pinterest and all that comes with obsession. And now, when the object was within reach all of a sudden I wanted to wait? I honestly didn't even understand myself at that point. And some of you might say that I just didn't want to spend my own money on it, but it really wasn't about that. You see, I have no issue spending money, it is holding on to it that I find difficult. It was about the idea of having the KitchenAid mean something more than just another purchase. It was supposed to mark an important event in my life- moving on from studies onto "real life". It was going to be a sort of "Hey, by the way, you managed to get through college. Good for you. Now go get a job." And I wanted that.
So after that whole ordeal, today I placed my order for a KitchenAid Classic Stand Mixer in White. The day has finally arrived. There are two weeks left in my Academic Career and my dad is giving me my "graduation present" a bit early. And let me tell you, it was worth the wait. It will arrive next week and I can't be more excited about it. Not just that, but I feel like it's deserved. I feel like now, I get to enjoy something that I have wanted for years. It marks my life heading into a new direction and a very important other part of it, fading into the background. I mean college has been great and being done with it is terrifyingly scare, but at least I have my mixer to keep me warm (metaphorically). Now I am ready to go and get my dreams crushed by the cold ruthlessness of adulthood.