Another attempt at blogging.
11:27
I keep trying to blog regularly on various topics and to be completely honest, I don't think it's going too well. Either blogging isn't for me or I am failing miserably at finding the right topic for my posts. All writer guidebooks say that the first thing you need in order to embark on the journey of writing is inspiration. Well, I feel inspired, but I just don't know what about. And it's pissing me off. I have so many individual little ideas that my brain is unable to put together in one that is worth the ink. And as soon as I put pen to paper ( I am old-fashioned like that), I seem to loose the essence and every single paragraph seems (is) worse that the one before. I end up writing meaningless shit that I don't even want to read. And if I don't want to read it, why in the world would anyone else? My dream of writing a book or compilation of short stories seems to be sinking further and further in the sea that is the reality of small paychecks and infinite stress.
I guess everyone sometimes feels like they don't fit in and it's normal. Everyone wants to be the life of the party, the joker, the explorer, the successful one...You study to get there, you fight your way through numerous obstacles, you smile politely when you'd rather yell and you pretend that the road isn't rocky, because it's supposed to take you to your dream destination. Imagine going a completely different way- not trying to become a lawyer, but attempting to be a painter or school teacher. Wouldn't that path be a lot more enjoyable? Wouldn't the end result provide you with a much calmer life? Or is it the check that drives us all?
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